Greetings from Miri!

I'm in Miri and it ain't fun.
I'm in Miri and it's crawling with stray dogs.
I'm in Miri and the people drive so slow.
I'm in Miri and I'm lonely
I'm in Miri and leaving near Uni.
I'm in Miri and I've made a few good friends.

:)

Boring hor?
Miri is exactly what my brother and all the other people who said "HUH?Why all the way in Sarawak" said it would be like.No,I'm not surrounded by a jungle but it still doesn't help my case now does it?
Too many mosquitoes and too many dogs.

My friends and I were at DPS(shop by our area) having our dinner when a couple of stray dogs came to us.Fucking shit.Hui was freaking out but Esther was telling us to "chill,don't let them think you're afraid".Next minute,Esther started freaking out pulak.Aihseh.
When we were walking to another shop,the girls decided that walking very close to the brave Esther would prevent the dogs from disturbing them.Share the braveness?
Well that didn't work.Hui stepped on my slipper,it went flying and Esther started screaming,thinking it was the dog.hahahaha.

Esther Esther.
Chill la bobo.(quoting the brave one)

I have no pictures to show you just like most of the time.I didn't bring the camera along and my handphone was left behind while the old nokia is with me.*cries
I'll definitely bring next time.
I'll show you how it is here..see if you'll come here yourself.

So I made a few friends,they are really good people,really nice and crazy as well la.Perfect for me.I'm really glad I got to make friends with them (Jawad,Hui,Esther,Ning,Eric,Nan,Sam,Ming Cher,Jj and Ke Yan..got others la but i'm not close to them like these people)
Tonight we (Esther and I) might go meet up with Sam and Nan again.Honestly I'm super tired now but I do want to go out.'
I'll say more next time. :)

I don't like Miri but I like/love the people I've met here.

My dear kawan-kawan back in their comfort zone,
I miss you guys a whole lot..but then no word from any of you doesn't make things erm..great.
I'm sorry I couldn't catch up with any of you before leaving.Majority weren't around also..I'll see you guys next month then.

I Miss you Alana and good luck.
btw..not many hot guys at Uni la!!
Cheeky bastards but I haven't seen any good looking guys.It's ok for me though,I'm on a bf diet. :P

Cage

Tomorrow is the day,
Cage cage cage.
After a month,now it's finally time.

By the way,after complaning about the Uni,
I GOT ACCEPTED!
the letter will be coming tomorrow.
:)
now I have to pray that it's not a bad place to be at.
one year.
just one year
Kathleen,you can do it!

oh according to my brother's friend,there are lots of house parties at the Uni.
hope I'll be joining that too.hehe

Butterfly Effect

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As I turned on the laptop,butterflies were busy flying around in my stomach.This usually happens when I'm waiting for an important email.So as I click on the "MSN Today" to see what mail pops up there..BANG!Butterflies die die die.

As I opened Facebook,and now checking my list of friends,the butterflies start acting up again.WHY?

This are a few moments/times the so called butterfly effect occurs.

1.Almost every time I turn on the computer.
2.When I go somewhere new for the first time.
3.When I recently had to get my teeth extracted..I hate injections.
4.Exams
5.Attending some event/social gathering where I know no one,or maybe I do but the pressure to look my best will bring about the butterflies in me.
6.Going back to Kuantan,especially when I'm going to see my friends.
7.First day of school.Yes even to the school I've been going to for years (this is way back then).The day before school starts will enhance the effect as I would often dream that I end up in school with no books,bag,and my shoes are not clean,and my nails are not cut.
8.Getting on the plane..and worst of all..the LANDING.this is when I'll be munching on sweets so that my ears wont get blocked up like crazy.IT HURTS!
9.Going out on dates..doesn't matter if the guy is my bf or just "I like you,you like me so let's hangout".
10.When nature calls...Big time.(sometimes ok)

So those are just a few examples.
I'm sure there are more times like this but I just can't be arsed to think about it and tell you. :)
I'll spare you for now.


Today is a public holiday which makes no difference to me cos well,it's still the same as any other day since I have no life.
Called Curtin again today because they were suppose to tell me if i'm accepted by TODAY.So when someone tells you "Miss,do call us on monday as we'll have the results by then",you'd call right?So yes,I called and what did they tell me?...

"yes Miss xxxx is not in at the moment but I'll be glad to help you".
So I told this lady my situation and she was like "Oh yes we've sent your application to Bentley for since you did your exams in NZ..they will know what is required.

First of all,their website itself has stated the requirements needed for an undergraduate programme in their uni..which I'm pretty sure I've met.Since their conditions aren't as strict as in NZ.
Secondly,why did they have to wait last minute to send in my application to Bentley?See I sent in my first application sometime in the middle of Jan and then another late two late Jan to this lady whom I called.

Last week she told me she is going to send my application to Bentley then she told my dad that no she's not sending it to Bentley because she will just refer it to someone at their campus here in M'sia.You follow me?
Now today,she told me that she has sent the application to Bentley (what??) and hasn't got a reply from them.I wonder if she just sent it in today or last week itself.She told my dad she sent it in last week la.(Lying or not?).My dad got really pissed off with her after telling him that my brothers application has to be looked at again by some person there as they think my brother's grades were "weak".Why the ""?Well my brother gained 93 credits out of 120 credits that he is able to get from NCEA L1.The passing mark is 80/120.So you tell me how is it that they think my brother didn't do so well?I think he did just fine.Nobody aims to get more than 90 over there as they just need the 80 to get into the next year of high school.Oh and this is after telling my dad last week that they have already accepted my brother into their Uni.wtf.
Bullshit la ok.

So yes,my dad demanded that she do her job properly (well he didn't say that) .What I mean is that he was really angry and showed it.This lady tells us to email her this and that and all we ask is that she replies us with the results.What does she do?Nothing!No reply..so we're the ones who have to call her and ask what's going on..this really made my dad mad.No courtesy to reply someone who's interested in you're Uni?
That lady had the nerve to tell my dad not to pressure her and not to push it.WHAT?
Not to push it?PRESSURE HER?wtf
My dad is the one who has to deal with ppl like her who tells him that his son has been accepted and they are already out to give him the acceptance letter (which of course didn't come) and later tells him that "oh we have to re check again,lalala it's so funny".
Oh not to mention the fact that he has to book accommodation and airplane tickets to get his two kids to the Uni.wtf.

Orientation for new deg students starts on the 16th of this month.So let's say if I'm accepted late and all that then what?Must pay for the late entrance fee?To hell with you la.You gave us so much trouble now want us to pay?wth is this..burning a hole in my dad's wallet.

This University is suppose to be good.I've seen people write about the campus in Australia and I've seen and read about people who have gone to study there like Kenny Sia.It seems like a good University to go to.All I want is to get accepted and to just go through this one year at the Uni with no major problems whatsoever.Can or not?

Not even in Uni but facing all this problems.I really don't understand why I face so many of this kind of set backs in my life.I was told that I would face many problems in my life..I guess that person predicted right..but then again,I'm the master of my own destiny and my own life.I will make this different.It will start with this drama right here.

I'll show you!

Show Me What I'm Looking For

I want the song by Carolina Liar.

I haven't heard of the group but I know the song.
Heard it again on 90210 just now. :)
Good song.

Tomorrow is going to be a good and fun day.My cousin is getting married,again.What I mean by again is that he already got married last early this week in Sabah (the girl's Chinese wedding) and tomorrow is the church wedding for my family.
BIG BIG FAMILY i tell you.
The Melaka boys will be coming for the dinner,which equals to,FUN! ( I hope)

Today is Hare's 18th!
Happy Birthday hun. :)
Sorry I couldn't be there last night..though I know u had a good time.
Maybe next time alright? U owe me for my birthday as well.

Now to a more serious note,
I will find out if I'm accepted into Curtin University by Monday.*fingers crossed*
I really really hope I get accepted.I don't care that it's far away,I don't care that there's a chance I might not enjoy myself,I don't care if I might not have a life there..as long as I get through the year with good results and at least good friends then all is ok.
Just one year.
Just one year.
Just one year.

I don't want to wait till May or later to enrol in a University.Oh oh hopefully I get into Undergrad though.I don't' want to have to go through Foundation.Ish.That will be a waste of time.

I wanna hangout with Des and the rest again.I miss the crazy hangouts. :(
We're both not free this weekend and the next weekend he'll be in China.haih.Don't go lah.You don't even want to anyway.

take me away and fly me to paradise,

to the place where you are,

to where things will be alright,

just you and me again.

Ridongculous!

Ridongculous!

Going Places

David left for England and Germany,
Redo will be a California boy in 6mths,
That girl Amanda is back and in love,
Aman is in India with her son (i think),
I might join the Sarawakians once I get accepted into the Uni.

Awhile ago I talked to my aunty and cousin who are in Qtwn.I miss it.My aunt was advising me while my cousin told me the latest gossips at work.I miss work.The credit on our i-Talk ran out while we were busy talking,dang it!
I am still furious at her for not helping,for giving up on me and him,for forgetting,for not wanting to do anything anymore,for wanting me to forget.
I still talk to her but I have that feeling,u know the one u just wish u could see that someone so u can stab them or just give them a nice whacking?Yes that one.

I learnt to laugh,
I learnt to fall again,
I tried my best,I used the time I had,
it wasn't enough.
No I'm not back to crying at night,no!
this is me telling you that I'm disappointed.

I've been back for a mth plus now,this month will mark my second month being home.
January has been crazy.
I had a birthday,my dad turned 50! and I spent a lot of time out of this house for once.
From movies to mamak-ing,to bowling at night to just the usual watching em guys whack some balls on the court.The last week of January was amazing.
Now that everyone is back in school,university and work,I'm stuck at home once again with nothing to do but worry if those people are ever going to accept me into their Uni.*prays*

What do u think February will bring u?
My cousin is getting married this week!
and by the end of this year,I'll be an aunty :D
anak Sharon Paul dan Rusdi Ramli..cute.

To my friends,have fun in whatever you're doing yah.
Ash I can't wait for u to get back here again..Oh u know he sent me a msg telling me to look up these two words his friend taught him.*shakes head* Naughty naughty!
Alana did he tell you?Want me to fill u in? :D

I miss you guys.

I want to kick some balls!
I'm angry inside.My dad knows how angry I am.
I can't see him or talk to him..probably for the rest of my life.
How would that make you feel?

Malaysian weather is crazy!
When I got back I had no more zits..now if u see me.haih.
My zits know how to place themselves well . :(
I'm ugly now..I have zits that won't go away.
i hate the weather!

gimme ice gimme snow gimme gimme clear skin.

This post is meaningless.It has no sense of direction.
pfftt,going places konon. :/