I Dont Know

I Dont Know.

I did something I dont regret doing but that something opened my eyes to something else.Something related to me,my pass and the future.It wasnt mind to look at but somehow I felt like it had a role for me.
I can't say what it is here cos its too private but am just saying it cos I cant tell anyone about this so i'm letting it out here.What I went through suddenly seems so yesterday..the same thing happened to that person.I wonder sometimes if that person knows the truth..

Anyways..enough of that.Chatted with someone yst on Msn..been awhile.Msges are hard cos its bloody expensive for me and i'm sure for you too.It wasnt all pleasant la I have to say.Things we said,you said and I said..Its so wrong.I think that shouldnt happen again but somehow it always does.I'm sure u say things like that to many..does she know?U should b feeling bad about that like I do.


I'm sure she feels like how I did last time.
Keeping her in the dark?U'll regret it one day..she'll find out about u and ur actions
and when that time comes who's going to believe u?

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Classes were all good today.It passed really fast,the day itself is passing by really fast.Have to study for Chemistry Internal + Statistics TEST not Exam.
Mock is two weeks away and i'm still not studying.*slaps self*.
Nicole is still sick..been days already,since Saturday I think.Chem was ok today,Carlotta and I kinda helped James to cheat on his Internal..not really me.All I did was keep quiet bout him looking at his book.Stats was boring cos Jana went for that skiing trip which I heard was shit cos the snow was like too hard and all that.Snow on hard snow?
I might go for squash on fridays now..with Carlotta and Jana.Its the school program thingy.I did do a lil bit of squash in Form2 but that was then..I know ntg bout it know.Then Carlotta asked me to join her learning tennis but that's only after the term hols...meanin in Oct?But by that time Jana would have left.

Oh and today that Italian finally talked to me..I started by trying to be nice offering refill..and then we started talking.Not much but it was something.So that's nice.I hope we wont stop talking to each other.Its just the Italian guy not the girl.She was blocked by him..couldnt really see her even though we're in the same row.
Yst I saw Brice's Tourism book at the shelf and felt that ouch...I miss him a lot.Havent talked to him in months.The last I heard he was in Spain cos he was going to brush up on his Spanish..I guess now he would b home in Switzerland already.
I miss u Brice...and that reminds me that I still havent added Matheus on Msn..haih.I keep forgetting that.I'm such a lame-o fatty. :(
Not in the mood now after reading something.I shall talk to him about it and see what happens.I shall*hols breath* bash him,kick him in the u know what and where and make him tell and be truthful u bloody bastard.haih..

I had a really nice thing to talk about here today but it all shattered so u get this emotional post instead.Its just one day.I will come back soon enough.
Chemistry + Stats test= failure?I hope not... :(
I'm in such a shitty mood now.

u seem to be hurting like I use to
I wana help u but i duno how..sry.

Music

Music

I shall say this once and it shall never change..I really dont like that Miley Cyrus.She was alright before this but what the heck is wrong with her now?Fame got to her I suppose.I have to admit I was one of those ppl singing that song "Best of Both Worlds".Dont you laugh at me k..I'm sure u have before..its just catchy..ok I LIKED IT ALRIGHT?so sue me..geez.
Anyway..Why am I talking bout her?Cosss..

I was watching videos online..(not porn).Actual videos,some of movies n stuff.So I was watching the Step Up2 dance scence..the last dance?I freaking love it.That hot korean guy..the hands..OH THE HANDS.Like sotong!so sexy la that guy.*clears throat*.So then I stumble across *ceh wah the English*..this vid of Adam aka Mouse dancing with Chris Brown and he is like from this cru called ACDC cru..so blabla bla..then I found out more about it and somehow finding out that they had an online battle with Miley n this other chick..so lame la those two girls.

Then the last battle was at the Teen Choice Award which Miley hosted n yeah the M&M Cru won instead.You gotta be shittin me.Serious..Miley and that other gal didnt do much..they had all this other ppl dancing around n then they had LL Cool J come in n sing half way done...lame.
We all know that ACDC should have won but then Miley kena boo so tht sums it up. Go check out the video at youtube.com k?I'm too lazy to link it in any way here. :)

I love the last dance..I'm in love with that guy's hand movement.*drools*

Speaking of music..
I have this cousin/my god sis and shes a composer.Yes she actually works for musicians and writes songs.Now before u guys go saying "alah show off cousin pulak" or "wth do I care",hold on there..my blog right?dont like then go away.

Ok my cousin,Sharon Paul has been composing since I dont know.I only knew that she was actually in the business since I was in f3?mayb..That time got Akademi Fantasia and that girl sang her song..but she didnt win cos she was lame,forgot the lyrics and started to cry while singing or should I say blabbing to herself..ish.Nvm..we shall forgive her.

So she composed songs for the show and a couple of artists.She's doing really well I suppose.I'm a terrible cousin for not knowing what she was doing n is doing.So one day my dad told me she was dating this Malay actor..so I decided to google that fellow.Mana tahu so difficult to find Malaysian actors on Google..nvm.Google my cousin instead and I found her...Sharon ur on Google!
this is what I found.

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Sunday October 28, 2007
Not just background music

The subliminal music score is another noteworthy aspect of the historical drama 1957 Hati Malaya. Meet the person responsible for it.

1957 Hati Malaya is Sharon Paul’s first local movie project. She has previously worked with film composers in America.THE current movie 1957 Hati Malaya should be appreciated not just for its historical values but its music that is subtle yet uplifting.
While the visual effects (shooting techniques, period costumes, and not to mention the odd pretty actress!) naturally draw the most attention, connoisseurs of soundtracks are certain to sit up and take note of the film’s impressive score.

Although the musical highlights appear to be Datuk Siti Nurhaliza’s stirring rendition of Hati, and Perlu Kamu, which is sung by Indonesian Kris Dayanti and Ajai, who also co-wrote the song, the orchestral score does warrant equal attention.
Just who is behind the music that’s so crucial to the first ever movie – helmed by the renowned director Shuhaimi Baba – that recounts the struggles that led to Malaysia’s independence 50 years ago?
The person is Sharon Paul and chances are, you may not have heard of her. My recent interview with the soundtrack composer is the first she’s ever granted.
Naturally, I start off with the insensitive comment that most orchestral soundtracks sound quite similar!

“I feel I do stand out,” states the graduate of the famed Berkelee College of Music in Boston, Massachusetts, who has also spent two years in Los Angeles working for film composers Daniel Licht (who did the score for Hellraiser IV) and Stephen Klong. “No one here does orchestral scoring quite like I do, because I write very complete parts for the orchestra.”
Despite her confidence, Paul did experience frustrations while working on the soundtrack of Hati Malaya, her first local feature-length project. “Don’t get me wrong. I would have liked to have more freedom to choose exactly what music I felt suited the movie and how my score blended with the footage and dialogue. But any artistic collaboration, especially one of this scale, means that everyone has to sacrifice a little of their original vision,” Paul explains.

So what was her original musical vision for the movie?
“My intention was to have a lot of traditional ethnic music, but Shuhaimi was very clear that she did not want the soundtrack to come across as too ethnic. She wanted a sweeping orchestral score, not something too folky and traditional. Still, we did take Western elements and offset them with Chinese and Malay sounds,” she reveals.
Paul also utilised a trick common in classical music by employing one melodic theme for (Umno founder) Datuk Onn Jaafar and another for (first Prime Minister) Tunku Abdul Rahman. “Actually towards the end of the creative process I was influenced by the Gladiator soundtrack.
“It’s a movie about struggle and sacrifice and I wanted the music to reflect that. In the end I would have to say that I’m happy on a purely musical level, but I would also have liked to mix the music more prominently.”
Indeed, one can see that there are a number of stages during which Paul would have had to compromise. For example, only 25% of the music one hears on the soundtrack is played by live musicians.
“The two violinists are Joanne Yeoh and Yap Yen and I also used a lot of samples from the online libraries East West and the Moto Symphonic.

Nothing captures an emotional scene better than music, such as this in 1957 Hati Malaya where the crowd at an Umno meeting donates money to fund Tunku’s pro-independence talks in London.“String arrangements are my forte and Shuhaimi loves the sound of solo violins to emphasise the rousing of emotions. There are some critical scenes like the one where the crowd at an Umno meeting collects money for Tunku to go to London and at this point the emotion is best expressed by the music.”
Paul didn’t just write the orchestral score, however. She also composed the music for Siti’s Hati, with lyrics by Shuhaimi.

“I am very happy with Siti’s performance. No one else could have sung this song for this movie and given it a similar impact,” she enthuses.
I couldn’t help but notice that when the movie first switches out of the 1950s into current time, there is a piece of music that sounds as if it is inspired by Indonesian rock bands.
Paul laughs. “Yes, actually that’s a snippet from another song of mine and I did write it in the style of the Ratu, the Indonesian girl rockers. I really like the piece of music, but I haven’t finished it. I need to find a vocalist, in fact!”
For such a talented composer, Paul is rather low-key. Of mixed Indian, Chinese and Portuguese parentage, she is a former student of Ampang Road Girls’ School and Ocean Institute of Engineering, in Kuala Lumpur. The still-single 30-year-old describes her hobbies as “travelling, watching movies (sometimes just to listen to the effect the soundtrack has), going out with friends and occasionally scuba diving.”
Her eventual emergence as a soundtrack composer can be viewed as a fulfilment of her late father’s dream.

“My father was a tax inspector, but he had always wanted to learn music as a child and was too poor. When he got the chance to support my dream, he was only too glad to help,” says the KL-born lass, the elder of two siblings.
Her first inspiration was perhaps an unlikely source. “I was really inspired by (the Malaysian musician) Jenny Chin. She may not be known so well to the general public, but I remember watching her do work as a keyboardist and arranger for Sheila Majid and Zainal Abidin and thinking, ‘I want to be her.’ As I focused more on international movie soundtracks, I realised that my heroes are established soundtrack legends like John Williams and Jerry Goldsmith. I also like the work of Tim Burton’s preferred composer Danny Elfman.”
It was by chance that she ended up working on Hati Malaya. “Shuhaimi saw me on the Bob Azrai TV show, Oh Mu La La, during which he interviewed upcoming composers. She then called me up and after hearing that strings were my strength, asked for a sample of my work. When she heard it, she got me on board for the movie.”
Admitting that it isn’t always easy both artistically and financially to work as a soundtrack composer, Paul has no intentions of curtailing her ambitions, and is intent on making it not just inside Malaysia, but internationally.

“We are hoping to have the soundtrack released in the next few weeks. Sometimes I get scared that people might not be ready to accept it. But I believe that it’s only a matter of time before there is an audience for this sort of music. I intend this to be just the beginning of my career.”
‘1957 Hati Malaya’ is currently showing in cinemas nationwide.
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I'm kinda proud..eventhough shes not exactly famous but heck..she has worked with famous ppl in Malaysia right?She was dating that Sham Kamikaze guy,its Sham bla bla but he was a guitarist from that band.Highlight on the word WAS..with some other dude now.I havent seen him but I heard he is kinda nice n the whole K family(mom's side) likes him so that great.



Before I end this I have to say something bout something.Online shopping is getting great feedbacks I suppose.One of my good friend's sister and cousin are sharing this blog in which they sell off their clothes that are from their little almari.The clothes and blog is awesome.Sadly most of the things I love love love are sold out!My friend told me that more stuff will be on there quick..items are from clothes to footwear to handbags to accessories...

GIRLS ONLY.

sizes-all different sizes so just wait for the ones that suits u.

The clothes are either worn before/worn once or twice/nvr before.



I'm telling you to go check it out.If u love fashion and u cant get enough of pretty things then head off to this site-->www.ourlittlealmari.blogspot.com. or jst click under shopping in my link page. :)

Happy shopping.

Btw..when u do see it and love it,make sure u pass this on to others but make sure its all Malaysian.The ppl of OLA dont wana have to post it way over to what ever country other than Malaysia..mahal k.

Snow day 2

Snow Day 2

Continued today but didnt play much.Got my face hit by a snowball-my sis's doin and it hurt like hell.I started feeling blood in my mouth.That painful.crazy.
Oh someone destroyed our snowman..stole the hands as well.So what did we do?
DESTROY THEIRS.

*pay back time*

So yeah we kicked,punched,basically we laid the smack down on their so-called snow man.It's suppose to snow a lil bit more (hoping) but then I have to work today.My supervisor called and asked me if I can work today cos three ppl called in sick..hah!jst cos I stay so nearby.Didnt go though.She was supposed to call me back but she didnt.
Work tmr.8am-4pm. :(
I hate work
I want to stay home and laze around.

I'm zoning out.Wanted to blog about something but I just cant rmb.(typical me)
Shud go off now.Work..:'(

Snow Day

Snow Day :)

It started snowing yesterday around 3 and only stopped at night.It was superb I tell u.I was waiting for it to snow again n yest it finally did.I had to work though at 4 so didnt get to play much but yes I walked under the snow and watched from inside as it got ticker n fell even more heavier. :)

I love snow..way better than sand.WHY?It doesnt get in ur eye,it doesnt make u feel uncomfortable when it gets on u and the most important thing is that it doesnt make u feel sticky or make u wana take off ur shoe ware and then hit hit it off.Irritating thing.

I'm not saying I dont like the beach la..just certain aspects of it are not so pleasing.Today is Friday right,suppose to have sch but then it snowed overnight so everywhere is icy and all that so schs are close. YEAHHHHHH!Was lying on my bed listenin to the radio then when they announced it both Ben and I shouted at the same time..no school means no practice test for English. :)I hardly studied for it so i'm freakin happy.

What did Kathleen do on a snow day?

I..

made bfast for my sis and myself.

mandi (hot hot shower)then got ready for the snow..done with my four layers of clothes..added two layers of socks.hahaha

then after trying to put my shoes on...it didnt fit so had to tanggal the socks.Waste time.seesh.

took pics of the snow and tried to see if the cloths we left outside could actually break as its icy as well.(couldn't)

SNOW FIGHT!

Me being the fatty of the house..I could hardly run.Ok no la its not cos of that..I had in one pocket the camera and the next..I duno.hah!It was Nic n I against Ben..I suppose Ben won la.My aim and shot was terrible..nearly fell a couple of times..it was really that icy.

The fight extended to our high sch..then to the sch field.Fun fun fun!At the field we thought bout making a snowman..so the work began..with very little hope for a successful snowman.We're lame like that. :)

No pics of us while making the damn thing but then..here see the result.

from this .. to this

Made by Ben,Nic and Lynn :)

That's our Self-Conscious,Metro sexual Snowman.

What do u think?Not bad la but its not the type u see on tv.I went to mom at work to pass her something and at the same time I showed her the snowman..u would think she said haha so cute or somethin but noooo..what did she say?

mom:"Is that my scarf?It is..bloody fool".

I buat duno only..but not that she'll scold me for that.

Somewhere nearby ours was another "snowman".From where we stood it kinda looked like a snowman with its head chopped off..but then making our way home we finally realised what it was..

What do u think it is? :x

I didn't think of it..but then Ben shouted "eh looks like balls too me Lynn"

Me looking at the up and down then mula la laughing like mad.Nic didnt know what we were talking about so we left it like that..after taking pics of it ofcos.

That thing I'm guessing was made last night cos its like really snow not like ours...Ours was more like half half..abit of snow n ice.Its about the same la but theirs is the soft thingy.

Next we went to get food..Hungry d mah so go makan.Us gettin lunch took us nearly 20mins..its at the grocery shop summore.Think think think then finally we bought our individual things then the last thing was..Murtabak.I think its the Malaysian one...got Malaysian Chicken Curry also.So yumm..

Altogether=$19.45

Haih..must check my bank acc again.I'm so cheap yet so nice.It was all worth it I tell u.I havent had Murtabak in..I duno how long. :(

Oh we had sushi aswell..my tummy is satisfied.This thing hap..Nic wanted sushi I could tell but then we went to the hot food sec..so she was like okla I take the pie *sour face*

Then I told her if she wanted sushi then go take..she ran there straight after.geez.But then when she took it n we took the Murtabak for all to share she gave me a hug n said thank you jie..aww.That made things even better. :)

I belanja my sibs too much d.2nd term hols=Thai food,pies,junk food,dvds to rent.

My gosh..I hope they will balas me for that one day..when I'm old and grey or mayb when they are rich n i'm still a lame-o?haha..thou so low in faith and hope.

Before I go I wana post another pic.This was taken during the first term hols when we went to Invercargill..a city nearby.

Found it in the toilet... :D

New Zealanders are sooo safe eh?Not quite ..majority get knocked up by the time they're in high school.

So whats the use of this?For ppl like me to see n giggle.haahaha

Nic and Mom were with me when I saw that..Nic asked my mom what it was.Mom looked at me with that face saying," Shit what to say??"..my reply?Toys Nic..toys.Mom laughed only.

So when they went out I took a pic of it..well not true..some lady came in with her son so when they went in the cubical I snapped n ran. :P

Curiousity kills the kath... :)

Gossip Girls is on tonight..oh hot hot Chase.Taa!

p.s:one more thing..I finally felt what its like to have my fingers glued to ice and to have my butt frozen/numb.I felt it!hehe

My fingers are cold n my ass is frozen.

My fingers are cold and my ass is frozen.

Yes.I'm writing now with freakishly cold fingers.Sometimes I think that when my fingers or even my ears are super cold already it can just break..with one kick then poof..gone!Cool right?When u think about it if doesn't seem that cool anymore.(k i'm not that funny..haha)

Today
I am at home whn i'm suppose to b in sch learning.
I am at home blogging and checkin other ppls blog slash/ checkin my Facebook.
I right eye is bengkak.Has been since Sunday..lack of sleep. :(
I am pretending to be sick because I'm cool like that.wtf lynn
I am browsing my Ipod for something to listen to n am thinking that I should get new songs cos Its pretty outdated now.
I am sitting here in my PJs when I should be taking a hot shower n using my new shampoo which I bought this morning(around 7something)with my OWN MONEY!!(bangga)Soon I shall have less frizzy hair and less contaminated hair.CANT WAIT.

To sum it up I have more important things to do besides sit in front of the laptop.
1.Got homework due tmr
2.History internal/assignment
3.Stats work
4.English to study for..practice test is on Friday n I need to prove that i'm good enough.shyt.
5.Think if I should go for that party which none of my current kawans are invited to..me so lonely n desperate.

Oh good news for me..I've made another new friend n its another German exchange.Shes in my Chem class and is also friends with Jana.So yst and the whole of this week we're gona b in the library during Chem cos our teacher wont b arnd n pretending to study when the teacher is coming our way n then back to talking whn she leaves. :)
Yest Jana joined us at the library..well not really..it was just a coincidence really.She had no teacher as well so she came there n saw us so yeah..thats it.
Half way through our conversation Jana stood up n said to me"I have something for u" and came back with a shoe..

Me:What the heck?Y do u need another shoe whn ur already wearing a pair?
Carlotta:*gibberish in German*
Jana:No..try it on.See if our feet are the same size then u can use my snow shoes.

After trying..hard to push it in.Tak jadi so she loosen it up then only can.So shes asking me to go skiing with her and shes been asking for quite sometime now.I do want to learn but not at night..she wants me to join her doing night skiing.First day of lesson is at night when I wont b able to see that well...not a good idea.
Mom doesn't seem to keen on me learning but she does want me to have fun with existing friends while they are here.
Jana is goin back on the 4th of Oct while Carlotta is goin back in Dec after the sch ends which by that time I wont b arnd.
Somehow coming to New Zealand isnt all that bad...I get to meet all these really nice ppl but somehow loose them as well..which sucks.
Nvm..theres always the net. :)
THANK GOD.

Yest I went to work as well.Yes timetable has changed and I'm now working on Mon,Thurs and Sun.So I have a weekend to myself.ME time which I have longed for sometime now.Yest at work was the usual thing..I got pissed at customers,they got pissed,I got more pissed and started cursing under my breath.Then I developed more muscles to carry heavy boxes of beer..haha its totally true.I dont know what happened but it was kinda easy for me to lift those things up yst..must b the heat n temper. :)
Yest a mat salleh dude came up to me so this was what happened..

White dude:Hi miss..(smiles)
Me:OMG cute jugak..*smiles* yes?
White dude:I need assistance..are u by any chance a Brazilians..
Me:Oh..sry I'm not but she is *points at Tania but then Mercedes started screaming NOTME!*wtf.
White dude:oh ok then thankiu.Then goes to Mercedes since she can understand Portuguese.

The guy wanted someone to translate some English sentences into Portuguese.
I want to learn how to speak Portuguese even more now.
Too bad I never took interest when I was back home..My grandmother could have taught me or something.Bangga to have a Portuguese grandma but dont bother to learn the language. -__-~!.

Oh I went on to msn n Hare left me a msg which I seriously didnt get half of it.Something wrong with u isit?He knows I have a blog?How?Y didnt u leave a msg or something then..useless.haha
Nice to see that u found it but then dont go expecting anything from it.
If u do come back n read again make sure u leave me a msg k?

I should go now.Get more songs for my outdated iPod and then jump into the shower.
Need hot sun!its super cold now n its suppose to snow later. :)

brb

I've got things to say but just havent actually found the right time to update this blog.
Will come back soon though.
Thanks Ker for comin in here to check up on me. :)
Ur the only one... :'(

Dark Knight (i'm out dated)

Dark night (I'm out dated)

Yes I've finally watched Batman:Dark Night.I know over in Malaysia its been out since god knows when but u gotta understand,movies come out later here in New Zealand. :(
So after sch today I went to town with Jana(pronounced) Yana.So yeah shes basically the only one I hangout with in the whole entire sch.Pathetic not?.Anyways..we made out way to Fresh Choice(my work place) to buy some stuff so yeah met my workmates and all.Redo and David were there.David was telling me that the movie is awesome n that he'll watch it again..Redo hasnt seen it so i'm gona tell him everything..I dont think he'll watch it also.

Both Jana and I were like the dunggu like that..can get lost anytime anywhere.Luckily I rmbered how to get to the cinema n the mall..oh n the cinema isnt in the mall..its jst a cinema by itself..very small some more I must add.Oh n u have to see the Foosball table.Its freakin small..smaller than the normal size..its like half or smaller..cute though. :)
We both forgot to bring out cameras so next time on out next outing I'll snap a pic or two to show u guys k?
I have to admit my blog is pretty empty without any pics to show u guys.Soon..soon.
I wont b taking pics of myself n then showing it to u guys la..make u guys vomit afterwards.haha :P
I'm kidding..but yeah..I'll take some soon to show u guys Queenstown eh?

I really really liked the movie..seriously but then at times I found it annoying.The whole ship part n then that girl!Y is Maggie Gyllenhaall acting as Rachel?I think not sesuai at all.It was suppose to be Katie Holmes right but then shes too busy with her baby girl n her giler hubby..kesian her.
Overall the day has been great.For the first time in my English class I put up my hand to answer a question..I couldnt stand it la.My teacher was askking the class if anyone else has anything to add to the setting of the novel we were studyin so I had n just wanted to tell her in person then I couldnt take it so as she was trying to get ppl frm my row for their ideas I raised my hand. :D
So she said "Yes we've miss out on that one.Good job...". :)

Another surprising thing is u know how sometimes u have friends who are not the touchy touchy type?Meaning like ur girl friend not teman wanita k..so let's say u guys are friends but she is not the type that will like walk with u clinging hand to each other type..u get what I mean not?aiya I duno how to say..like how normal gfs will tag long like that..besties.So shes like the I'm ur friend but dun touch me that way cos its geli..I'm not one of those ppl..I'm open. :)
Anyway..I only made friends with Jana like last week or so n already shes open..like will grab my hand to scare me n then yeah she gave me a hug b4 I left for home.I was surprised la cos I didnt think that she would b tht close to me.I'm happy though..now I have a real friend.
The next movie we're gona watch will b a comedy/drama/love story.That's the deal.

My whole body is aching again.I'm so old la..so I need more rest.I already talked to my boss and told her that I wana change my working hours and days so tht I'll have ME time.She said yes straight away.YEAH!This was after I left town so I stopped by my work place so I can walk home with mummy...so as I was waiting for her I chit chat with a few ppl.Talked to David bout the movie..ahh I was so upset abt the car accident.How could u run ur Lamborghini jst like that..my gosh.No sense!
David said that he'll get me a Lambo..haha..toy one ofcos and imported from the UK.Smart ass.haha.He's a nice guy but too serious most of the time we're working together.Today he was ok though..duno why.The other day he was emo-ing cos he said no1 wants him..so yeah..talked to him bout it then he smiled n laughed so at least I managed to do that.

I guess that's all for now.I'll try my best to b a better blogger by taking pics and telling better stories. :)
I cant wait till my next outing with my new friend..i'm sry Im repeating that line but u have to understand that i'm just glad that I finally have a real friend here. :)
Nitez ya'll..watching LOTR 2 now..hot Legolas.Ahh n there he goes riding on that horse.fuckin hot.hahahha..

Pics before leaving..

he makes a great Joker..couldnt even tell it was the hunk from
10 things I hate about u.R.I.P.

Aching everywhere :(

Aching everywhere..

Got back from work an hour or so later actually.I'm freakin tired now.Two days straight has been crazy.I have to wake up like 6somethin to get to work b4 8..!I'm not cut out for this man.wtf.
I'm missing my friends badly..every single one of them.I was thinking bout the time I went back to Kuantan,stayed with Christina n then all the things we did together.Eh dont think we're lesbians when I say that k.It was us four gals n Abhi was with us at times..and there was an awkward moment aso.

Today Darleen was talking to me at work bout her country..Philiphines.She said if u ever want to go there n enjoy the beaches then go to err....I cant rmb the name of those places but one was somethin starting with P n the other starting with B.I want to go there though..sounds nice.Plus my family and I were plannin on goin there a few years back b4 all this NZ issue started up again.geezzz..
I so want la.

I need to go now..I have an emergency that has to do with a certain gal whos gota gatal gatal with some other ppl I know.
GOTA GO!
I'll update someother day k.
:)

old mate

Old mate

Dear Jit Kin..
I found u too..haha.U see,u find me I find u.haha
So childish eh.
Through that someone's blog I found u and Racheal..plus Zi Yang but I nvr really got along with that fellow. :) Oh n I saw HanSiong's post on Racheal's tagboard.I'll hunt down for him soon.

Miss the high school day ya'll.

judge me not

Judge me not


Back yet another day..man I'm making a new start.heh.
I've been reading a couple of blogs and noticed that many have joined erm I duno how to put it but its not like me.I write here with no link at times to the other sentence.I'm so lame-o.haha

I went on to Xiaxue's blog and read a few things there n also heard the radio interview she has.Gosh I miss the sound of another Malaysians slang..geez ok thats not right..she's Singaporean right..wtv la.I find the whole feud btw her n Dawn kinda interesting n through diff sites u can actually see the ever changing n mysterious Dawn..Just imagine if she did go through all those cosmetic surgery n all jst to look even better n well look like someone elses clone is seriously..sick?or jst plain nasty.
Its non of my business but I'm one curious teen.I SO WONDER LA..HOW CAN SHE DO THAT WEIH..SO PAINFUL SUMMORE.nah the Malaysian way of saying things.This reminds me..have u guys (those who have facebook) seen the post of ways Malaysians say things?Wait I think it was on facebook la..now i'm nt sure..wtv jst go check it out n its probably there..if not then come scold me for making u go all the way in Facebook n then not finding it..n coming back here to scold?hehe..i'm makin u work!

Back to more earthly notes..
Its Friday..n its a weekend and as u know I'm gona b working.*sigh*.I'm thinking bout changin my work hours so that I can have more ME time and less WORK time.So mayb two weekdays (4hours each) n a weekend.(8hours).Mom said it's ok so I'll have to write a letter (what????) to my superior and all that.I'm too lazy la..but I shall do it..i'm fucking 18already so must wipe backside myself right?hahaha..that's a disgusting way to say it but yeah..I'll say it that way..mayb make it my line for now..

"Old enough to wipe your backside,old enough to do other serious things yourself."
-Kathleen A.Michael- :)

Nice not?nah..think not.The more I look at the,the more I think i'm so shitty as to come up with lame things like that.I'm so random at times.
My Ipod is gettin pretty lonely.I have been neglecting it for sometime now.I only turned it on yesterday after God know how long it's been off n lying deep within my drawer.(hiding)I kinda malas at times to use it cos I get tired of the music I have in it..I tend to change to another song while still in the middle of another song..A friend,Christina once said to me "So rude la u change the song while the person is singing".haha..Her sis and I kena scolding for that.My itchy fingers!.I get bored that's all I can say.If i'm obsess then i'll replay the same song over and over again..like Church-by T-pain.

Oh oh n u know the final dance off in step up 2?Yes I'm so totally into that..effin cool.The guys hands were like the sotong punye thingy.haha..damn cool.I watched that scene duno how many times..even my bro got irritated..then I kena again. *sigh*.
I irritated my sibling n my mom here alot..n I love it.It makes my day actually.If I dont then it wont b me or means I'm in a bad mood.When i'm not disturbing them they'll come ask me why so quiet.When I'm noisy they complain then when I'm quiet for once they ask y so quiet.Gosh..appreciate the silence la aduih.
:)

I saw in someones facebook bout them talkin to another person bout someone n i'm really curious bout it n want to know what they are talkin about..more like NEED to know.Oh dont think i'm so damn kepo as to look at ppl I duno punya facebook n wonder bout things..I'm not that kepo la ppl.I do know who that person is n I'm well connected to that person..so I'm wondering.I cant ask so I'll wait till the answer jst pops out by itself.
Dont judge me for this k? :)