IamAnnoyed
I dont have that comment link at the bottom on my posts which is hard if I ever want to get comments.
How?I'm using customized templates which is of course using the html thingys.I cant seem to change it to the normal blogger template!Can anyone help me?I found out what I am suppose to do with the comment link but this is not included for customized ones.
I know I have to to the customize design thingy right then theres this thing thats suppose to say it's saved my last template and then if I click the one below then they'll change it...but then...theres NOTHING THERE!
how? :(
help me someone...anyone.
Friday, September 19, 2008
Skipped Sch.
Skipped Sch.
I did not plan this.I have a reason ok.Its that time of the month and it came at the right time.Thank God la.I was busy hoping and praying to get it before next Thurs (my trip).U know how difficult it is being a girl?Nvm,whether u know or not I'll still tell u. :)
Its freaking hard I tell u.Especially when its "that" time.So my reason is,I have this and whenever I get it It hurts like mad.My fault la of course so lazy to take the vitamins my mom bought.I always kena from her.So whn I tell her I have cramps she'll yell at me reminding me that it's my own fault.How?Must take so many pills..Centrium then the fish oil then the other thingy I had to buy.So many things to swallow.
That's one bit..the other bit is the whole "my pad bocor" part.
I have to say I haven't actually had that. *touch wood*.Once in f5 it happened..not exactly bocor but I think the u -know-what navigated wrongly..u know from pad to undies instead?
So it penetrated (huhu what a word) that and then on to my shorts and then my skirt.I was using baju kurung so whn u sit u normally carry the bottom of the top (u get it?) up first and that's what I did..or mayb not cos that one also got infected.
The sad part..it was during my boring Bio class and we were in the computer room.I was sitting at the conner with Walter talking bout our relationship with our other halfs...then I jst HAD to get up!...
Luckily Jershonia saw it and then told my other gfs to back me up and all that.Fuh..girls can stick real tight whn it comes to this "sticky" situations. :)
Omg the chair also kena u know!!it was the cushion type..so ntg much but got la..Did Walter see?how how how?this was running through my head the entire time including the obvious "shit what now?".
All in all it was an experience..I nvr want to go through again.Yet it shows how great ur gfs can b.Oh Ashraf also knew of course.Once I was missing from class he asked and found out.He was one of those to help cover me while I was walking..good eh? :)
Ahh my friends..sayang u guys for that.It helps when u have friends around you and it's difficult for me now cos I cant ask any of the girls to help me check my pants when I get up. :(
That's the routine we girls have..get up then say "eh help me check pls".
So guys,if you've seen girls looking at the other girls' ass when they get up u'll understand y..Many will already know I suppose since a lot of girls have been really "open" about their period and when they have it. :)
Oh and that reminds me..in F3 we girls were talking about our periods in the toilet and then my bestie told me she hasnt had it yet.
Then one fine toilet gathering day,she told me she has got it.When?Merdeka Day!hahaha..
Ok next prob..
Getting notice.
It's irritating if ur not good looking in any way.No sharp features,no big boobs or nice ass,nice body.Not all girls are born that way.Nobody is perfectly perfect.I say this cos there are obviously many ppl who are perfect in lots of ways but not perfectly perfect.There will be something about the person that isn't pleasant or just not right on them.For example,I had this friend who was so pretty yet had a stinking attitude..and some guys have told me that she's bitchy plus has no boobs.haih.
When a girl is too pretty it can also be intimidating for guys or/and for other girls to make friends with them.
Girls who are not pretty on the outside shouldn't be put off by this known fact.Yes those prettier girls can have all the guys,get noticed first and all that but who's to say they get lucky all the time.I have seen many..many many many of these girls who end up with guys who are crap.I have also seen unattractive girls who have really good looking (hot la!)boyfriends and this will make u cry and ask God why u cant have him instead.(I have done that..minus the crying).So let's not say only pretty girls get the good looking once.Plus it's not always about looks.It can be their humour,their intelligence or whatever good quality they have inside that's not see on the outside.
Don't let people who are better looking than u put u down..this goes for those who have low self-confidence like me.So I'm reminding myself not to put myself down all the time and also to those certain ppl.I've read your blogs and know u are jst like me.. :P
I guess its enough on the problem girls face..Its jst two.I shall not trouble u with more...yet. :)
If any of you do read this and find that u agree or disagree with me do tell me..oh and girls,go on,share your embarrassing "that time of the month" story with me and the others.
I did not plan this.I have a reason ok.Its that time of the month and it came at the right time.Thank God la.I was busy hoping and praying to get it before next Thurs (my trip).U know how difficult it is being a girl?Nvm,whether u know or not I'll still tell u. :)
Its freaking hard I tell u.Especially when its "that" time.So my reason is,I have this and whenever I get it It hurts like mad.My fault la of course so lazy to take the vitamins my mom bought.I always kena from her.So whn I tell her I have cramps she'll yell at me reminding me that it's my own fault.How?Must take so many pills..Centrium then the fish oil then the other thingy I had to buy.So many things to swallow.
That's one bit..the other bit is the whole "my pad bocor" part.
I have to say I haven't actually had that. *touch wood*.Once in f5 it happened..not exactly bocor but I think the u -know-what navigated wrongly..u know from pad to undies instead?
So it penetrated (huhu what a word) that and then on to my shorts and then my skirt.I was using baju kurung so whn u sit u normally carry the bottom of the top (u get it?) up first and that's what I did..or mayb not cos that one also got infected.
The sad part..it was during my boring Bio class and we were in the computer room.I was sitting at the conner with Walter talking bout our relationship with our other halfs...then I jst HAD to get up!...
Luckily Jershonia saw it and then told my other gfs to back me up and all that.Fuh..girls can stick real tight whn it comes to this "sticky" situations. :)
Omg the chair also kena u know!!it was the cushion type..so ntg much but got la..Did Walter see?how how how?this was running through my head the entire time including the obvious "shit what now?".
All in all it was an experience..I nvr want to go through again.Yet it shows how great ur gfs can b.Oh Ashraf also knew of course.Once I was missing from class he asked and found out.He was one of those to help cover me while I was walking..good eh? :)
Ahh my friends..sayang u guys for that.It helps when u have friends around you and it's difficult for me now cos I cant ask any of the girls to help me check my pants when I get up. :(
That's the routine we girls have..get up then say "eh help me check pls".
So guys,if you've seen girls looking at the other girls' ass when they get up u'll understand y..Many will already know I suppose since a lot of girls have been really "open" about their period and when they have it. :)
Oh and that reminds me..in F3 we girls were talking about our periods in the toilet and then my bestie told me she hasnt had it yet.
Then one fine toilet gathering day,she told me she has got it.When?Merdeka Day!hahaha..
Ok next prob..
Getting notice.
It's irritating if ur not good looking in any way.No sharp features,no big boobs or nice ass,nice body.Not all girls are born that way.Nobody is perfectly perfect.I say this cos there are obviously many ppl who are perfect in lots of ways but not perfectly perfect.There will be something about the person that isn't pleasant or just not right on them.For example,I had this friend who was so pretty yet had a stinking attitude..and some guys have told me that she's bitchy plus has no boobs.haih.
When a girl is too pretty it can also be intimidating for guys or/and for other girls to make friends with them.
Girls who are not pretty on the outside shouldn't be put off by this known fact.Yes those prettier girls can have all the guys,get noticed first and all that but who's to say they get lucky all the time.I have seen many..many many many of these girls who end up with guys who are crap.I have also seen unattractive girls who have really good looking (hot la!)boyfriends and this will make u cry and ask God why u cant have him instead.(I have done that..minus the crying).So let's not say only pretty girls get the good looking once.Plus it's not always about looks.It can be their humour,their intelligence or whatever good quality they have inside that's not see on the outside.
Don't let people who are better looking than u put u down..this goes for those who have low self-confidence like me.So I'm reminding myself not to put myself down all the time and also to those certain ppl.I've read your blogs and know u are jst like me.. :P
I guess its enough on the problem girls face..Its jst two.I shall not trouble u with more...yet. :)
If any of you do read this and find that u agree or disagree with me do tell me..oh and girls,go on,share your embarrassing "that time of the month" story with me and the others.
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Iamverythesick..still.
Iamstillverythesick
So I'm not in sch but I did go for my mocks.I had to dragged my butt out of bed everyday to go.Not too bad la cos majority were in the afternoon and only one in the morning.Yesterday I had the last paper which is CHEMISTRY.I'm pretty sure..no no i'm VERY sure I didn't pass it at all.I had four papers in three hours and I only touched one and a half of the four. :)
Atleast I did something right?
What I studied last minute I rmbered which is a blessing and thats the paper I did.I nearly fell into the trap..the whole H is suppose to b zero..bla bla if u dont get this then skip k.Heck..they underestimated my powderful mind and sickness.wtf
Mom didnt go to work also yst.Said she's not well and malas.my mom.
I told her,begged her to let me stay at home and jst rest but she was like "you dont go then you'll nvr know how well u are in the sub and u can know what might come out at the end of the year so GO LA!".-_-~!
So before I left for it I told her I hated her and I will hate her even more when I get my results back.It was a joke ok.She had her "go to hell" smile.Idc also.my mom.
Today she's at work,i'm home,still sick..God is definitely punishing me.After countless times of praying to b sick or having a valid reason to skip school now He's giving me two reasons.
I have this sickness and I also have conjunctivitis.Must have got it in school la..it's been spreading in sch for weeks now.Unlucky me.
Its like u cant really open ur eyes in the morning...and all the gunk will b on ur eyelid and all that.It passes around if lets say I touch my infected eye then touch things around me and then u touch it and rub ur eyes.
Mine is getting better.So i'm going to sch tomorrow to infect many many others.wtf
I'm off to Dunedin on the coming Thurs weih but no place to stay.I'm a really "good" planner am I not?Have the tickets already but jst no place to stay as yet.I hope the Germans have a locations..I have been very the busy.
I'm busy busy busy..exam coming,Des coming,the trip,Jana goin back..then I'm going back in like 83 days!Malaysia is....different already eh.Politics and such.I shall not talk about it as I dislike politics.I cant wait though..going to Sydney and then Singapore b4 reaching Malaysia..then once there we're finally going to Penang.
U see.let me tell u my sad story la k...go get comfy and read.
One upon a time there were this man and wife,who accidentally had four children.I say accidentally as they always say that.(as if la we all know u guys gatal only k)So they moved from KL,to Kuching,then settled in Kuantan for many many years..the whole 14years of their eldest daughters life...then..move back to KL but this time closer to Selangor la I can say..its bloody Shah Alam,no more KL..
So they planned once to go to Singapore the land of Phua Chu Kang,man I loved that show..ok so then the man had to get his back hurt and ended up in the hosp,surgery and all that.So the Singapore trip was CANCELED :(
Next was Manila...no money la.Next time only k? :(
So one day out of frustration and the urge to go travelling the eldest gal asked her parents y they nvr go anywhere outside M'sia..the response?
So many of u,we're not that rich,save money for ur education first then when ur all grown up and working then u go urself la k..oh take us with u.
-____-.
Look at us now.3/4 in NZ and soon goin to Sydney and Singapore.
I have no complains.
BTW..I want to have super super English.Meaning I want to learn the big big words.I see some ppl write words I cant pronounce.
I want to learn more but the thing is I'm too lazy to look up the Dictionary whenever I stumble upon a new word.Slap me..SLAP ME!
Somebody teach me please.
So I'm not in sch but I did go for my mocks.I had to dragged my butt out of bed everyday to go.Not too bad la cos majority were in the afternoon and only one in the morning.Yesterday I had the last paper which is CHEMISTRY.I'm pretty sure..no no i'm VERY sure I didn't pass it at all.I had four papers in three hours and I only touched one and a half of the four. :)
Atleast I did something right?
What I studied last minute I rmbered which is a blessing and thats the paper I did.I nearly fell into the trap..the whole H is suppose to b zero..bla bla if u dont get this then skip k.Heck..they underestimated my powderful mind and sickness.wtf
Mom didnt go to work also yst.Said she's not well and malas.my mom.
I told her,begged her to let me stay at home and jst rest but she was like "you dont go then you'll nvr know how well u are in the sub and u can know what might come out at the end of the year so GO LA!".-_-~!
So before I left for it I told her I hated her and I will hate her even more when I get my results back.It was a joke ok.She had her "go to hell" smile.Idc also.my mom.
Today she's at work,i'm home,still sick..God is definitely punishing me.After countless times of praying to b sick or having a valid reason to skip school now He's giving me two reasons.
I have this sickness and I also have conjunctivitis.Must have got it in school la..it's been spreading in sch for weeks now.Unlucky me.
Its like u cant really open ur eyes in the morning...and all the gunk will b on ur eyelid and all that.It passes around if lets say I touch my infected eye then touch things around me and then u touch it and rub ur eyes.
Mine is getting better.So i'm going to sch tomorrow to infect many many others.wtf
I'm off to Dunedin on the coming Thurs weih but no place to stay.I'm a really "good" planner am I not?Have the tickets already but jst no place to stay as yet.I hope the Germans have a locations..I have been very the busy.
I'm busy busy busy..exam coming,Des coming,the trip,Jana goin back..then I'm going back in like 83 days!Malaysia is....different already eh.Politics and such.I shall not talk about it as I dislike politics.I cant wait though..going to Sydney and then Singapore b4 reaching Malaysia..then once there we're finally going to Penang.
U see.let me tell u my sad story la k...go get comfy and read.
One upon a time there were this man and wife,who accidentally had four children.I say accidentally as they always say that.(as if la we all know u guys gatal only k)So they moved from KL,to Kuching,then settled in Kuantan for many many years..the whole 14years of their eldest daughters life...then..move back to KL but this time closer to Selangor la I can say..its bloody Shah Alam,no more KL..
So they planned once to go to Singapore the land of Phua Chu Kang,man I loved that show..ok so then the man had to get his back hurt and ended up in the hosp,surgery and all that.So the Singapore trip was CANCELED :(
Next was Manila...no money la.Next time only k? :(
So one day out of frustration and the urge to go travelling the eldest gal asked her parents y they nvr go anywhere outside M'sia..the response?
So many of u,we're not that rich,save money for ur education first then when ur all grown up and working then u go urself la k..oh take us with u.
-____-.
Look at us now.3/4 in NZ and soon goin to Sydney and Singapore.
I have no complains.
BTW..I want to have super super English.Meaning I want to learn the big big words.I see some ppl write words I cant pronounce.
I want to learn more but the thing is I'm too lazy to look up the Dictionary whenever I stumble upon a new word.Slap me..SLAP ME!
Somebody teach me please.
Friday, September 12, 2008
No one tagged me but I gatal wana do.
No one tagged me but I gatal wana do..
RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves..
RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.tagged by :myself *shameless*
1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
first go all shock then start asking q's then buat drama. :)
2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
I really duno actually.Have all my dreams come true I guess.Why only one dream?
3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
That dude for forgetting bout me.Asshole btul.
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Go home,er shop,travel,donate maybe,save for uni next year.
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
Not yee yin and Alana..but with Hare again..who knows.
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Loving and being loved.It'll suck to love someone and not have that person love u back.
7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Not very long.haha.
Nah..I really dont know.See who comes next and we'll see.
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Secretly like him still. x)
I see no harm in that..Its not wrong.I'll jst be eyeing him and stalking him a lot more. :P
9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Nope.I'm too sick to b happy.*sniffs*
10. What takes you down the fastest?
What takes me down?sounds like what kills me faster..u know-take u down.nvm.
Losing ppl and not getting what I want..which usually happens.
11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
28,hopefully married.kids?duno,great job and nice life
12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
Family and friends..some forgot bout me already but wth.
13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
I tagged me..no need a description right.
14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Married but poor..can still become rich some day.
Rather that than being alone..I'll b an old hag with very fancy wigs and shit. :P
15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
Depends what day it is.Workday i'll stop the alarm n then give myself my so called 5minute shut eye then off to get ready.
Normally its get up,mirror,tie hair and hit the shower.
16. Would you give all in a relationship?
I dont know..maybe not.I havent and dont think I will..
17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Never happened and I dont think it will..I'll pick the one i'm most comfortable with and who makes me laugh.
18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
I will forgive or half forgive if theres such a thing but never forget.
19.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
Relationship is nice until things ger ugly..being single is great cos u get to eye ppl and not having to feel guilty..but then again u'll b lonely..
I like being in a relationship..so yes..that.
List 5 people to tag
1.joanne
2.jit kin
3.baron
4.peihann
5.abhi
must layan or else i'll splat my mucus on u..wtf. :P
RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves..
RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.tagged by :myself *shameless*
1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
first go all shock then start asking q's then buat drama. :)
2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
I really duno actually.Have all my dreams come true I guess.Why only one dream?
3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
That dude for forgetting bout me.Asshole btul.
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Go home,er shop,travel,donate maybe,save for uni next year.
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
Not yee yin and Alana..but with Hare again..who knows.
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Loving and being loved.It'll suck to love someone and not have that person love u back.
7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Not very long.haha.
Nah..I really dont know.See who comes next and we'll see.
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Secretly like him still. x)
I see no harm in that..Its not wrong.I'll jst be eyeing him and stalking him a lot more. :P
9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Nope.I'm too sick to b happy.*sniffs*
10. What takes you down the fastest?
What takes me down?sounds like what kills me faster..u know-take u down.nvm.
Losing ppl and not getting what I want..which usually happens.
11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
28,hopefully married.kids?duno,great job and nice life
12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
Family and friends..some forgot bout me already but wth.
13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
I tagged me..no need a description right.
14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Married but poor..can still become rich some day.
Rather that than being alone..I'll b an old hag with very fancy wigs and shit. :P
15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
Depends what day it is.Workday i'll stop the alarm n then give myself my so called 5minute shut eye then off to get ready.
Normally its get up,mirror,tie hair and hit the shower.
16. Would you give all in a relationship?
I dont know..maybe not.I havent and dont think I will..
17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Never happened and I dont think it will..I'll pick the one i'm most comfortable with and who makes me laugh.
18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
I will forgive or half forgive if theres such a thing but never forget.
19.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
Relationship is nice until things ger ugly..being single is great cos u get to eye ppl and not having to feel guilty..but then again u'll b lonely..
I like being in a relationship..so yes..that.
List 5 people to tag
1.joanne
2.jit kin
3.baron
4.peihann
5.abhi
must layan or else i'll splat my mucus on u..wtf. :P
Friday, September 5, 2008
I am very the sick
I am very the sick.
*cough**sniff*
My nose has been running like mad..hahahah okay that sounds weird.Ok translations..flu la.I even finished using all the tissue in the house minus the toilet roll so now i'm using that. :)
My companion during the day and night.Thank God for tissue rolls.
So so sick..so I've been studying at home (after watching movies).I told my mom I was gonna go to sch today but she said I should stay at home and rest it out and study.I was like "I'm sure i'll go to sch" but deep down I was jumping and screaming.
Kathleen is getting Chemistry now!
I understand..sikit sikit now but soon I'll know it all.The good thing bout the exams here is u know which is coming out..this excludes History exams.I'm going to pass these bloody exams and get my butt into uni next year.I cant wait for uni life..I'm so sick of high sch here. :(
My subs=History,Statistics,Chemistry,Tourism,English.
I dont have exams for Toursim though so that's good.The English here is tough..can die I tell u.Its way easier in Malaysia..ours back home is kinda low standard.I'm not trying to sound mean but I'm speaking the truth.U try..see if u can handle it.I felt like crying when I didnt pass my essay on travel writing..and this comes from a gal who aces English all the time..English is my subject but it isnt here..being here makes me hate English cos I know I'm not that good at it here...my English also low standard la then..geez.shitty right.
On facebook this gal added me..she's the girl frm my sch here and is in a number of my classes..I only talked to her properly once..that's it.So I duno how she found me on Facebook cos I dont have any1 from sch in my friends list...maybe she overheard me telling a friend about it..maybe.I was at that time telling Carlotta about Facebook..they dont use Facebook there in Germany but some other thingy..I cant spell it out.That's not important..but all I'm saying is I was suprised and I also found some other ppl from sch on Facebook but I dont really bother adding though.Malas..nt like they are actually my friends.*rolls eyes*
Des accepted already and I'm gonna see him in Oct right after Jana goes back.I'll be both happy and sad then.Happy to see Des but sad to see Jana go back and never seeing her again. :(
Not sure how I'm gona hangout with Des cos he'll be in a group tour so if he can break away then we can go kai kai together.CANT WAIT!
Love u buddy!
He's finally over his ex gf which is good..so am I.We both were in that situation..the whole breaking up with ur first love and still not getting over it.Me with Hare and he with Nicole.I guess I recovered earlier than him cos I had someone else who came to me while he didnt think about opening up to anyone else.Both of us saw NZ as a place to run to and forget bout all the miserable things that happened back in Malaysia..and now we're both gona go back..me in Dec and he sometime early next year.Hopefully b4 my bday ae Des.I want to party.Scratch that..I NEED to party.
Let me say this once...
I have never NEVER partied..not really la.
Been there when there's drinks and all but I wasnt drinkin or maybe jst a bit.So I dont count that as a party.Oh wait..got got once..that xmas party with dancing and all but no drinking.Nice party but sad ending..
I want to do it all..the whole dancing and drinkin (not get drunk) but jst as an experience.I'm bloody 18 already so might as well make use of being this old right?I'm so old..18.Next year 19.My gosh.My friends miss one year of my life.Skipped that and going straight to 19. :(
Jan 16=19 years old. *sigh*
Okla..I duno what i'm talking about.This is jst so random of me.I'm goin off now with all the mucus in me.
Taaa!*sniff*
*cough**sniff*
My nose has been running like mad..hahahah okay that sounds weird.Ok translations..flu la.I even finished using all the tissue in the house minus the toilet roll so now i'm using that. :)
My companion during the day and night.Thank God for tissue rolls.
So so sick..so I've been studying at home (after watching movies).I told my mom I was gonna go to sch today but she said I should stay at home and rest it out and study.I was like "I'm sure i'll go to sch" but deep down I was jumping and screaming.
Kathleen is getting Chemistry now!
I understand..sikit sikit now but soon I'll know it all.The good thing bout the exams here is u know which is coming out..this excludes History exams.I'm going to pass these bloody exams and get my butt into uni next year.I cant wait for uni life..I'm so sick of high sch here. :(
My subs=History,Statistics,Chemistry,Tourism,English.
I dont have exams for Toursim though so that's good.The English here is tough..can die I tell u.Its way easier in Malaysia..ours back home is kinda low standard.I'm not trying to sound mean but I'm speaking the truth.U try..see if u can handle it.I felt like crying when I didnt pass my essay on travel writing..and this comes from a gal who aces English all the time..English is my subject but it isnt here..being here makes me hate English cos I know I'm not that good at it here...my English also low standard la then..geez.shitty right.
On facebook this gal added me..she's the girl frm my sch here and is in a number of my classes..I only talked to her properly once..that's it.So I duno how she found me on Facebook cos I dont have any1 from sch in my friends list...maybe she overheard me telling a friend about it..maybe.I was at that time telling Carlotta about Facebook..they dont use Facebook there in Germany but some other thingy..I cant spell it out.That's not important..but all I'm saying is I was suprised and I also found some other ppl from sch on Facebook but I dont really bother adding though.Malas..nt like they are actually my friends.*rolls eyes*
Des accepted already and I'm gonna see him in Oct right after Jana goes back.I'll be both happy and sad then.Happy to see Des but sad to see Jana go back and never seeing her again. :(
Not sure how I'm gona hangout with Des cos he'll be in a group tour so if he can break away then we can go kai kai together.CANT WAIT!
Love u buddy!
He's finally over his ex gf which is good..so am I.We both were in that situation..the whole breaking up with ur first love and still not getting over it.Me with Hare and he with Nicole.I guess I recovered earlier than him cos I had someone else who came to me while he didnt think about opening up to anyone else.Both of us saw NZ as a place to run to and forget bout all the miserable things that happened back in Malaysia..and now we're both gona go back..me in Dec and he sometime early next year.Hopefully b4 my bday ae Des.I want to party.Scratch that..I NEED to party.
Let me say this once...
I have never NEVER partied..not really la.
Been there when there's drinks and all but I wasnt drinkin or maybe jst a bit.So I dont count that as a party.Oh wait..got got once..that xmas party with dancing and all but no drinking.Nice party but sad ending..
I want to do it all..the whole dancing and drinkin (not get drunk) but jst as an experience.I'm bloody 18 already so might as well make use of being this old right?I'm so old..18.Next year 19.My gosh.My friends miss one year of my life.Skipped that and going straight to 19. :(
Jan 16=19 years old. *sigh*
Okla..I duno what i'm talking about.This is jst so random of me.I'm goin off now with all the mucus in me.
Taaa!*sniff*
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
I'm sick..yeah!
I'm sick..yeah!
I'm finally sick thanks to my sis.She was sick for a week or so then now pass to me.See la..cough at me all the time and all that.I'm not mad..i'm glad.Crazy.I wanted to be sick so I have a valid reason for not going to sch so here's my chance.The thing is my friend is gona b alone during Stats class but its only for an hour which goes by really really fast and she'll b busy reading her book she wont notice i'm not there. :)
It's already Spring here..Its like autumn but it rains a lot and we get good sun as well.I cant wait for summer!The sun..oih I miss the sun.I'm a sun person so I hate the cold.Good thing we dont have these four seasons back in M'sia.That reminds me..I have MOCK's soon then the big exam and then..I'm going home!I cant wait..I really wana go home and enjoy myself with the people I so so syg veli much.(hopefully u guys wont b too busy for me la)
I was thinking yest bout the ppl back home cos I was showing Jana all my friends (not all la) and then the country itself.Then I saw that Desmond now has a Facebook and hasnt added me????So i added him and felt sad and happy at the same time..I miss that fellow a lot.He's here in NZ but not close..he's up north.The good thing is he's coming here to visit me so then hopefully he'll come at the right time and we can hangout a hell lot.I miss u Des Chan!
Yest Jana,Carlotta and I went for a walk after sch.Went to the Gardens..nice view but not so nice weather.God was playing around with us I tell u.One minute nice sun then the next...drizzle.*rolls eyes*.Overall it was awesome..took pics and i'm not gona show them all cos I realised how fat I really am now.I'm not fat meaning my body like a ball and all that...Its my cheeks!!bloody thing..make me look so fat.I already started cutting down and watching what I eat so that my cheeks will not puff up like that...or mayb its the camera??I duno la.I wana b normal again..no more fat face. :(
On the last week of this term,after my Mocks..the three of us are heading down to Dunedin for a couple of days.Not sure what we can do there..they dont like shopping while I love it..but then i'm on strict orders not to buy so many things or else I have to pay for the extra weight later on.So i'm slowing down..n thinkin bout giving away some of my things to make room for new ones.hehehe..smart right.
I had fun yest..and cant wait for the hols so I can enjoy it with good friends (only friends) and Des is coming!yeaahhhh.Oh wait..during the hols Jana will b goin back..haih.Susah payah I make a new friend and then she'll b gone and it's gona b me and Carlotta only.
...Shouldnt b thinking bout that..jst focus on what's coming is better.
-my German friends,Jana and Carlotta
:)
I found this pic as well on one of my ex classmates albums..
Class of '07-5Epsilon
for our sch mag which I havent gotten yet!
Miss those years...drama drama drama.haha..I didnt notice this but my close friends are near me except one...Pei Hann too busy with her oh so peace peace pose.
bye bye
going back to being sick now.
*sniffs*
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
Posts
