Butterfly Effect

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As I turned on the laptop,butterflies were busy flying around in my stomach.This usually happens when I'm waiting for an important email.So as I click on the "MSN Today" to see what mail pops up there..BANG!Butterflies die die die.

As I opened Facebook,and now checking my list of friends,the butterflies start acting up again.WHY?

This are a few moments/times the so called butterfly effect occurs.

1.Almost every time I turn on the computer.
2.When I go somewhere new for the first time.
3.When I recently had to get my teeth extracted..I hate injections.
4.Exams
5.Attending some event/social gathering where I know no one,or maybe I do but the pressure to look my best will bring about the butterflies in me.
6.Going back to Kuantan,especially when I'm going to see my friends.
7.First day of school.Yes even to the school I've been going to for years (this is way back then).The day before school starts will enhance the effect as I would often dream that I end up in school with no books,bag,and my shoes are not clean,and my nails are not cut.
8.Getting on the plane..and worst of all..the LANDING.this is when I'll be munching on sweets so that my ears wont get blocked up like crazy.IT HURTS!
9.Going out on dates..doesn't matter if the guy is my bf or just "I like you,you like me so let's hangout".
10.When nature calls...Big time.(sometimes ok)

So those are just a few examples.
I'm sure there are more times like this but I just can't be arsed to think about it and tell you. :)
I'll spare you for now.


Today is a public holiday which makes no difference to me cos well,it's still the same as any other day since I have no life.
Called Curtin again today because they were suppose to tell me if i'm accepted by TODAY.So when someone tells you "Miss,do call us on monday as we'll have the results by then",you'd call right?So yes,I called and what did they tell me?...

"yes Miss xxxx is not in at the moment but I'll be glad to help you".
So I told this lady my situation and she was like "Oh yes we've sent your application to Bentley for since you did your exams in NZ..they will know what is required.

First of all,their website itself has stated the requirements needed for an undergraduate programme in their uni..which I'm pretty sure I've met.Since their conditions aren't as strict as in NZ.
Secondly,why did they have to wait last minute to send in my application to Bentley?See I sent in my first application sometime in the middle of Jan and then another late two late Jan to this lady whom I called.

Last week she told me she is going to send my application to Bentley then she told my dad that no she's not sending it to Bentley because she will just refer it to someone at their campus here in M'sia.You follow me?
Now today,she told me that she has sent the application to Bentley (what??) and hasn't got a reply from them.I wonder if she just sent it in today or last week itself.She told my dad she sent it in last week la.(Lying or not?).My dad got really pissed off with her after telling him that my brothers application has to be looked at again by some person there as they think my brother's grades were "weak".Why the ""?Well my brother gained 93 credits out of 120 credits that he is able to get from NCEA L1.The passing mark is 80/120.So you tell me how is it that they think my brother didn't do so well?I think he did just fine.Nobody aims to get more than 90 over there as they just need the 80 to get into the next year of high school.Oh and this is after telling my dad last week that they have already accepted my brother into their Uni.wtf.
Bullshit la ok.

So yes,my dad demanded that she do her job properly (well he didn't say that) .What I mean is that he was really angry and showed it.This lady tells us to email her this and that and all we ask is that she replies us with the results.What does she do?Nothing!No reply..so we're the ones who have to call her and ask what's going on..this really made my dad mad.No courtesy to reply someone who's interested in you're Uni?
That lady had the nerve to tell my dad not to pressure her and not to push it.WHAT?
Not to push it?PRESSURE HER?wtf
My dad is the one who has to deal with ppl like her who tells him that his son has been accepted and they are already out to give him the acceptance letter (which of course didn't come) and later tells him that "oh we have to re check again,lalala it's so funny".
Oh not to mention the fact that he has to book accommodation and airplane tickets to get his two kids to the Uni.wtf.

Orientation for new deg students starts on the 16th of this month.So let's say if I'm accepted late and all that then what?Must pay for the late entrance fee?To hell with you la.You gave us so much trouble now want us to pay?wth is this..burning a hole in my dad's wallet.

This University is suppose to be good.I've seen people write about the campus in Australia and I've seen and read about people who have gone to study there like Kenny Sia.It seems like a good University to go to.All I want is to get accepted and to just go through this one year at the Uni with no major problems whatsoever.Can or not?

Not even in Uni but facing all this problems.I really don't understand why I face so many of this kind of set backs in my life.I was told that I would face many problems in my life..I guess that person predicted right..but then again,I'm the master of my own destiny and my own life.I will make this different.It will start with this drama right here.

I'll show you!