10days

I have 10days left till I have to get back to Miri,sit for the exam and then get back here again on the 14th!It's only the start of the year and already I'm making so many flights in and out. -.- I hate flying alone.

The last time I had to fly alone was a terrible experience.. I was on MAS and was seated at the very last line of seats but got all three for myself :D
The scary part was on the other row,there was this Malay man who wouldn't stop looking at me.So I couldn't sleep even though I really wanted to.The scariest bit was when it was time to leave the plane,i took my bags and hoped to God that I make it out fast enough so he wouldn't be behind me.

To my relief, he wasn't behind me when I was making my way out BUT BUT BUT....as I headed on to the immigration line, HE WAS BEHIND ME..and he stood right behind me when he could have gone to the other line which was moving way faster..-.- Stalker! In the end,my friend came to get me so the guy was way behind at the time. :)

Anyway, It's already the 30th!!!!Tmr is the 31st!!!! Time is going by really really fast hey,Abhi,see, u'll be done with year13 very soon. :P ....................................................................................
So we went for dinner at one of these Indian restaurants in Bangsar.My big brother ordered two pooris ( I dont knw how to spell it ok) and this is what he got...

Flour Boobies :P

Everyone especially me got excited and started laughing.

Today is just like all the other days,I was offered a job and I thought of taking it since I had nothing to do,but..in the end I was told that I would have to walk around with a board on my body,to promote.well I have no idea what it was I was suppose to promote.Wasn't told the details till it got cut. :/

Imagine,I'll be walking around in Damansara with a board on me....embarrassing like mad kan.

Oh well,I have to concentrate on the books now..!!Exam in 12days.



Here's a picture before I leave you.. :)

Valentines Day is coming up.Will u be taking privacy to the next level too?

Cruel to be kind

I know it's been some times since I last wrote something in this site.
Why the sudden change of heart?

I've been going through some things lately, don't know who to turn to so I thought I express my every thought and feelings here.Even if no one reads it,it's alright. I just need to get these things off my chest.

About.com has been a great friend to me.When I'm sad, happy or confused, I'll go through it and search for words that might just go along the same lines as what I'm thinking.Try it someday, maybe it will help you too.

Do you know, every song u listen to in a year,marks an event, a new experience, a new friendship, etc.?
For example, the many Akon songs that was out last year, played over and over again in radio, in your phone or someone else's, and in clubs.Songs like "I wana make love", "Beautiful" always remind me of my first time in Miri, in a club with my new friends.It reminds me of my first semester as a University student.It reminds me of the fun times, before bonds were broken.

Then there was the BEP song, BBP , "Halo" and "Mad" that reminds me of the second half of the first semester, the semester I met him. It was a good first sem really.

Every song I hear, no matter what it is, be it new or old, will remind me of things that I have gone through and also about the people in my life.Knowing him, was the best thing that could have happen to me. It changed me, it helped me move on from bad friendships and it also helped me make new ones.
We are very much alike as we are different.Make sense? Probably not.Oh well,it makes sense in my head :)

This year, I am hoping for a new start, a new start with relationships with friends and also with him. It may be difficult being with someone who is so far away but so near when its time to study but I think its totally worth it. I'm happy with who I'm with now, it may not make sense to many but not everything in life has to make sense.

You see, there are always things that come in between my relationships. This time it's no different.We have pass the problem with the uni, now it's his own dad, the one to decide if he comes back or leaves me for good.
FML lah kan.
Anyway, I'm going to think positively and pray very hard that we may be together once again.We've gone through so much, this shouldn't be our last time together. TOO FAST LAH.

So if you happen to bump into this post, think about what I've said.When you hear a song on the radio or on your iPod/laptop, think about what the song reminds you of.Just for fun.

So for now, Happy New Year. May this year be a blessed year for all.AMEN!