I am very the sick

I am very the sick.
*cough**sniff*

My nose has been running like mad..hahahah okay that sounds weird.Ok translations..flu la.I even finished using all the tissue in the house minus the toilet roll so now i'm using that. :)
My companion during the day and night.Thank God for tissue rolls.
So so sick..so I've been studying at home (after watching movies).I told my mom I was gonna go to sch today but she said I should stay at home and rest it out and study.I was like "I'm sure i'll go to sch" but deep down I was jumping and screaming.

Kathleen is getting Chemistry now!

I understand..sikit sikit now but soon I'll know it all.The good thing bout the exams here is u know which is coming out..this excludes History exams.I'm going to pass these bloody exams and get my butt into uni next year.I cant wait for uni life..I'm so sick of high sch here. :(
My subs=History,Statistics,Chemistry,Tourism,English.
I dont have exams for Toursim though so that's good.The English here is tough..can die I tell u.Its way easier in Malaysia..ours back home is kinda low standard.I'm not trying to sound mean but I'm speaking the truth.U try..see if u can handle it.I felt like crying when I didnt pass my essay on travel writing..and this comes from a gal who aces English all the time..English is my subject but it isnt here..being here makes me hate English cos I know I'm not that good at it here...my English also low standard la then..geez.shitty right.

On facebook this gal added me..she's the girl frm my sch here and is in a number of my classes..I only talked to her properly once..that's it.So I duno how she found me on Facebook cos I dont have any1 from sch in my friends list...maybe she overheard me telling a friend about it..maybe.I was at that time telling Carlotta about Facebook..they dont use Facebook there in Germany but some other thingy..I cant spell it out.That's not important..but all I'm saying is I was suprised and I also found some other ppl from sch on Facebook but I dont really bother adding though.Malas..nt like they are actually my friends.*rolls eyes*

Des accepted already and I'm gonna see him in Oct right after Jana goes back.I'll be both happy and sad then.Happy to see Des but sad to see Jana go back and never seeing her again. :(
Not sure how I'm gona hangout with Des cos he'll be in a group tour so if he can break away then we can go kai kai together.CANT WAIT!
Love u buddy!
He's finally over his ex gf which is good..so am I.We both were in that situation..the whole breaking up with ur first love and still not getting over it.Me with Hare and he with Nicole.I guess I recovered earlier than him cos I had someone else who came to me while he didnt think about opening up to anyone else.Both of us saw NZ as a place to run to and forget bout all the miserable things that happened back in Malaysia..and now we're both gona go back..me in Dec and he sometime early next year.Hopefully b4 my bday ae Des.I want to party.Scratch that..I NEED to party.
Let me say this once...
I have never NEVER partied..not really la.
Been there when there's drinks and all but I wasnt drinkin or maybe jst a bit.So I dont count that as a party.Oh wait..got got once..that xmas party with dancing and all but no drinking.Nice party but sad ending..
I want to do it all..the whole dancing and drinkin (not get drunk) but jst as an experience.I'm bloody 18 already so might as well make use of being this old right?I'm so old..18.Next year 19.My gosh.My friends miss one year of my life.Skipped that and going straight to 19. :(
Jan 16=19 years old. *sigh*

Okla..I duno what i'm talking about.This is jst so random of me.I'm goin off now with all the mucus in me.
Taaa!*sniff*