Hare:Why do u always make excuses for people?
Me:I don't know..I do that a lot.
Me:I don't know..I do that a lot.
He's right..I have to learn to accept the fact that it's not how it seems anymore.There are a lot of maybes in my head,excuses for him,but I don't think its necessary to care or bother anymore unless an effort is made by that person.
So I might be going down to Kuantan on Tuesday..and bloodyHare can't drive.Banned by parents it seems.Ish.We can't go on bicycles cos both of us are fatter than usual and will probably cause a freak accident.*touchwood*
It was good to talk to him again..I was miserable the whole day and he made me laugh again.Goodboy.
Hare:Good thing I left you.
Me:Yea..good thing you left me..or else..(censored)
:P
Me:Yea..good thing you left me..or else..(censored)
:P
What to do now?I have a wedding to attend tomorrow, Kuantan on tues, Xmas on thurs, but what about time for the friends here?All so busy for poor old me..boohoo.
My future is undecided,unknown,undiscovered, and so blur.I'm not sure what's going to happen next year.Will I be going back to NZ (yes pls) or will I be going to a local University.It all depends on my mom and dad..dad of course wants me to go to NZ but my mom says..well she has lots to say.
I'm worried about so many things that I think my pressure pulak will go up.Impossible?nothing is impossible in my world.I get lucky at the wrong time,I get foolish luck most of the time but I am normally neutral when it comes to this things.Ish.Try being me for a day and you'll see how miserable my life is..
I have nvr really have fun cos I can't seem to let loose.I worry too much,I worry about what people think of me or how I act..and I am afraid to let my guard down cos then I might get hurt.I'm more complicated than the next girl.
My future is undecided,unknown,undiscovered, and so blur.I'm not sure what's going to happen next year.Will I be going back to NZ (yes pls) or will I be going to a local University.It all depends on my mom and dad..dad of course wants me to go to NZ but my mom says..well she has lots to say.
I'm worried about so many things that I think my pressure pulak will go up.Impossible?nothing is impossible in my world.I get lucky at the wrong time,I get foolish luck most of the time but I am normally neutral when it comes to this things.Ish.Try being me for a day and you'll see how miserable my life is..
I have nvr really have fun cos I can't seem to let loose.I worry too much,I worry about what people think of me or how I act..and I am afraid to let my guard down cos then I might get hurt.I'm more complicated than the next girl.
Hare:Come party with me and I'll make everything loose.
Me:Yeah sure..eww..everything loose?
-___-~!
so tact full.
big ass fatty signing off.
Me:Yeah sure..eww..everything loose?
-___-~!
so tact full.
I want so much to happen.
But first I want my dad to be ok,my family to be happy and for us to go wherever is better than where we are now.
off time..karipap waiting for me.yuummm.But first I want my dad to be ok,my family to be happy and for us to go wherever is better than where we are now.
Oh!I still haven't watch Twilight.I'm so lame. :(
Nobody in my family wants to watch it and my friends are all busy.
:'(
How??watch myself?but who will I talk to while watching it?who will i be complaining to while watching?
ISHHHHHHHH!
Nobody in my family wants to watch it and my friends are all busy.
:'(
How??watch myself?but who will I talk to while watching it?who will i be complaining to while watching?
ISHHHHHHHH!
big ass fatty signing off.
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