New beginning

In a week time I'll b going back to Uni for my second sem.Yes I'm very excited bout 2nd sem but also worried at the same time.Things are going to change,people are going to change and also the situations.
Some are now moving on to their first year of Deg,congrats while others will either be continuing what they are doing or repeating.My results came out last week and well I did really well I suppose..could have done much better but atleast I got a good grade.

In a week,more people will b enrolling to the uni,and some are re entering.(damnnnn) the unwanted is coming..
Second sem I heard is always the most exciting sem of the year.Next sem we'll have cultural night and even prom(I can't waiiiitttttt!) that'll b my first prom since I didn't go for my high sch one knwing it would suck and I heard it did...very predictable and I dont regret not going pun.

Nex sem things have to change in me too..I have to be nicer to people,and find new people to be around with..get better friends.For now,I can't really trust the people I'm around.I'm not sure if they're backstabbing me or not..I'm not sure who are those people who have been spreading rumours about me or even talking bad about me just cos they're not happy with the new friends I've gained throughout last sem..it's not fair on me but what can I do right?People tend to talk,even if they're not sure if what they're saying is true or false.

It hurts,it annoys me as well but then again...I can't do anything about it.Prove them wrong maybe?I can't make everyone happy..I like the new people I'm always with..they make me laugh,they're really nice to me..i like that.Sure they arent perfect but atleast they care about me.

I dont want things to change too much,I don't want to lose friends,even though I've lost one good one to a mistake on one part..I just hope we'll patch things up again.I do forgive you..but you have to forgive yourself and be the friend you were to me then...

Miss piggy is coming..I hate this.
Mr right or not is going to be changing his ways.
Mr Ithinki'msocool is also changing,course that is.which is a stupid move...he doesnt see how running doesn't always help.
MissA is now very happy and I'm happy for her too...nex sem will be hard on the both of us..but together we will fight off "evil".

I know this post probably doesn't make sense to many but I really don't have lovey dovey stories to share like a lot of you might.I don't have exciting stories to share,I don't have news about the new things in life or travels like some..at the moment..I'm just a very dull person who craves for fun and love. :P

My love life is well..not as lovely as can be YET.It's only in it's early stages so it's more of a like like life.It's going great at the moment.I don't want to speak much about it cos well..I don't want to get my hopes up and go all lovey lovey now..I'm making room for disappointment.I am just trying to be careful,i'm not ready to get hurt again.
He understands and he feels the same way..he was hurt not long ago too.
So for now..my like like life is going smoothly and will talk about it when I'm sure about it.

BTW...
how do u feel/how are u suppose to react when u find out someone you used to knw whn you were younger is now a mother?and she is younger than you/your age/a couple of years older than you..and you knw that it's just too soon?